We got this at World Market today for $15.50 because they couldn't find a price for it. It was pleasing. We watched Three Kings tonight. I like David O. Russell. Also, Papa John is here. It's the last day of a rusty year. Time to predict, absolve and push on. Everything feels chaotic, in a way.

Maybe I am drunk.

Thin veil again. Of course. Stale again, or worse. The days are short as the dusty cover of night closes too soon. Tales of shining light don't want to be over yet. My sadness is engulfing, and nothing makes it feel better than being alone. Sad machine. Melancholy perpetual. My sadness is almost sexual.